Don't you worry child.

Tonight, after completing my 19th class of a 30 day bikram yoga challenge, I was driving home in this uber zen state and found myself actually listening to the lyrics of this song rather than just bopping along to the tune and realised that it basically spells out the last 5 and a bit weeks of my life.

What happened? After 6 and a bit years I was broken up with out of the blue after coming home from an amazing holiday and a few weeks later I was informed that my genetic make-up is not the way it always seemed.

But enough of that.

This is what I was listening to:

There was a time, I used to look into my father's eyes

In a happy home, I was a king I had a golden throne

Those days are gone, now the memories are on the wall

I hear the songs from the places where I was born

Up on the hill across the blue lake,

That's where I had my first heartbreak

I still remember how it all changed

My father said;

"Don't you worry, don't you worry, child

See heaven's got a plan for you

Don't you worry, don't you worry now"

Yeah!

There was a time, I met a girl of a different kind

We ruled the world, I thought I'll never lose her out of sight

We were so young, I think of her now and then

I still hear the songs reminding me of a friend

Up on the hill across the blue lake,

That's where I had my first heartbreak

I still remember how it all changed

My father said;

"Don't you worry, don't you worry, child

See heaven's got a plan for you

Don't you worry, don't you worry now"

Yeah!

The last few weeks I feel like I've kind of been drifting about in a shitty mix of emotions, not knowing where I'm going or what I want to be doing.

But this is my new leaf. And this is my new leaf now turned over.

I've now started making plans, being positive and getting focused.

Starting with that damned canvas that's been collecting dust in my spare room!

<3